10 Weeks

So I'm 10 weeks along today and I'm feeling pretty good... Didn't have much morning sickness, just a little at night here and there, but so far I've been lucky! I was looking at my body today and I'm starting to get quite a pudge. Hopefully I don't get too big too quick. I was thinking about it today and I think God is pretty fair. Since you feel so crappy about your stomach and everything else getting so much bigger, he also lets your boobs get big! It's so exciting to see how big mine are getting already. I always wanted a boob job and now I got one for free!! hehe!! Besides that I'm still trying to figure out how things will work out with me not having a job. I really hope it all turns out ok because I really don't want to have to work because then I will barely be able to see the baby! I don't agree with someone else raising my child.. So I have to find a way to get my lovely car paid off!! Also I'm pretty bored these days! Allen is working swings so he works from 2 - 12, so I come home from work and listen to the dogs play all night and do a whole lot of nothing. It sucks not having much interaction with the world other then when I'm at work because I hate it there SOOOO much! I can't wait to not have to work there anymore, my boss sucks and I don't get paid enough for all the work I do there. I think if I were being paid more money like in the 40-50's then I would probably try to find a way to stay at work, but not when I barely make 26K. So I'm also thinking about getting rid of Maggie. She just won't learn how to stop peeing in the house and she's always getting into things. I just caught her chewing on my glasses again!! I just don't know if I will be able to handle taking care of her and a baby. Not if she doesn't learn to stop getting into shit. I love her so much though that I don't want to have to get rid of her, but I just don't know right now. Maybe I'm only thinking this because I'm pregnant. So I'm going home Feb 20-Mar 1 hopefully. We're waiting to hear back from Allen's boss before we buy the ticket, but I'm kind of excited to be going home. I really need a decent vacation from work and not just 2 days off. I wish I could go on a nice vacation like down to the Keys or somewhere relaxing but all my time off we spend going home to Michigan. Hopefully it won't be too stressful, although I'm sure Allen will be drinking ALL the time and I will be bored out of my mind. I won't even be able to go into any of the bars so I don't know if he is going to ditch me or what. He wants to go snowboarding too and said that I should be able to go, but I'm going to check with my doctor in my next appointment to make sure I really can. So anyways I know this blog was really random but here ya go... kind of feels nice to get to writing again!!